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Friday, December 15, 2006

sometimes I just don't understand

Alhamdulillah, dah presentasi ke company. lumayan, walau ada pertanyaan yg saya susah jawabnya :

"if you were ask to compare the contribution between NTU and company sup, how much will you give to each of them in terms of contribution to the project?"

simple, yet I can't really answer. why?

yg pasti bapak sup itu baek banget, walo ide emang bhukan dari dia. kayanya udah mulai tau tipe2 dia. U do it, if u cant, I'll try to help. try means I might not able to sove the problems

abis presentasi ngobrol2 ama engineernya ttg spces, and youknow what?? .. berubah!!

setelah sekain lama, berperang, sampe kadang ditegur bapak. jangan wasting ur time di hal itu. tp rismi bandel.

dan sekarang stelah diubah, agak takut juga dimarahin bapak. hari kamis ga ketemu krn dia datang apgi, sementara rismi ada foto buat yrbook. akhirnya emel aja deh.

huhuhu ga dibales, kayanya dissapointed gt. huhu.

jumat , datang siang.. agak g berharap ditemuin, ya... diem2 aja, dia lewat jg g nyapa. sampe dia datang n nyapa. sampe akhirnya dia bilang

"so the problem solved without you trying to solve it.... u better move on, propose new method... who knows..."

some times I just dont understand, y he expect so much from me.

Saturday, December 09, 2006

hold on little longer

I want to finish it soon

they say, the sooner the better

but as the time goes by

I dont see the end of it

it keep changing.... and getting more chalenging

and the more I do it

the more I can see,

I think my future is not it

but please just hold on litle bit longer

let's finish everything and move on...

there are more things to do, more important than it

so hold on for a while



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enaknya ga ngelab *heheh, skip ngelab sabtu ini... dunno why suddenly feel males ngelab *waaaaa bahaya

Monday, December 04, 2006

I believe

I don't dare to even think of it

coz i know, it will hurt me......

so let me just say to my self once again

to make me stronger

than anyhow

I believe

in Allah, whatever that's going to happen

is....

the best for everyone

eventhough it's hard to believe what has just happened

I want to always believe

Allah knows best


"what you think is good, doesn't necessarily good for you =) =)"

Bismillah....

mulai FYP *@!#$#%^$&